Thursday, June 23, 2005
WOOHOO!!! you guys cannot believe this! i was so bloody shocked man! 52 times! just 1 time can send me to heaven.... woohoo~ now i'm in good spirits....
Vuitton pen, 6/23/2005 04:10:00 PM.
Dude, check this out. It's the funniest thing EVER.
Vuitton pen, 6/23/2005 03:58:00 PM.
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
The Keys to Your Heart |
You are attracted to obedience and warmth. |
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. |
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. |
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered. |
Vuitton pen, 6/22/2005 09:43:00 PM.
Sunday, June 19, 2005
New music, new pic.
Enjoy!
*runs off drooling and lusting over Hugue from Trinity Blood....*
Enjoy!
*runs off drooling and lusting over Hugue from Trinity Blood....*
Vuitton pen, 6/19/2005 10:15:00 PM.
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
The nervousness, the anxiety, all the adrenaline that was flowing through my blood the entire night...
I'm not a good writer. Neither can i express myself very strongly. However, something happened to me recently that made me change a perspective view of life. We all have rights. Even slaves. To all my close friends in school, outside, you all know what happened. It may not be something of that great importance, but to me hurting someone is truly a stab to my heart. I could never turn back the time where i actually succumbed to my parents' decision. I knew that would forever change her life. Everyone was relieved. I wasn't.
Help me, i'm feeling afraid.
This was what i was thinking back then, after their decision was announced. If only i had spoken for her more persuasively, if only my mother wasn't so dependent on the agent, if only... if only time would reverse, i wouldn't have to cry through the entire night to my mother.
For the past few days i couldn't sleep, i was mostly stoning or trying to divert myself from the distractions going on in my head. I'm guilt stricken, and the pain isn't the usual superficial, it's a seed that's extending its roots everytime i have a flashback. I remember the day - the last time i saw her, was when i was going to school. This is the 1st time in my entire life, that saying goodbye could be such a heart-wrenching situation. She didn't know that it was the last time she would ever meet me again. Still, she smiled happily, sending me off as she always did, everyday.
As i'm typing this entry, i feel tears welling up. I have a tofu heart, that's what my mom tells me. No, it can't be defined that way. I just feel that everyone deserves to know things that concern them. That's what humanity is about. The moment i heard from my mom in school that she was sent away, my world shattered. Maybe not that exaggerating, but that pain in the heart that sticks around for the rest of your life, that's something i never want to experience again. Never shall i commit such guilty sins, nor shall i not stand up for what i believe in.
I don't know what to say to her if i had the chance to see her. Maybe say i'm sorry or just cry in front of her. But, what i can do now, is perhaps dedicate a song to her.
I'm sorry.
Really.
Vuitton pen, 6/14/2005 11:24:00 PM.
Saturday, June 11, 2005
MUAHAHA! this was when she tried to escape through the back but ended up falling on him and kissing him!! look at his adorable expression!! *awww~* 
Vuitton pen, 6/11/2005 04:56:00 PM.
Standing ever so cool-ly outside the school waiting for her....... to KILL HER.... hah.. nah, it's to make her go with him to a disco..
Vuitton pen, 6/11/2005 04:55:00 PM.
his gang... they're cool too dude...
Vuitton pen, 6/11/2005 04:54:00 PM.
The Movie poster.... he's so cool!! i'm nose bleeding!
Vuitton pen, 6/11/2005 04:53:00 PM.
And so it begins.
With a new sch term comes new tasks, new syllabus and a new timetable. Of course not to mention projects. However, this semester's IS module - ENTREPRENEUR is actually rather fun.
You see, we still can't get it enough of taiwan's food products, that's why we're venturing into the F&B sector. Slowly dude, one step by one, starting with NGEE ANN. Let's hope our little dream is realised.
Ok, so i'm in charge of handling the imports of the food products, which is really chim. come on man, you've got the AVA and the license to think about! oh yea, not to mention $$$ *KA CHING!* no money = no food.
I just emailed Uni-President (the brand that makes excellent foodstuffs in taiwan) regarding our little venture. Hopefully they'll help us with what we need and agree to deliver us the food!! Muahahahaa~~
Btw, i just watched this korean movie called "HE WAS COOL" and boy, was he cool man!!! i was practically nose bleeding throughout the show coz' he was so cool! "HE", refers to SONG SEUNG HEON, the guy from Autumn in my Heart. I used to dislike him until this show!! gosh i watched it 3 times already! Now i have to wait for jas to come back so i can watch with her again! yea!! JAS!! hurry come back! i miss u already!!!! ^_^
The following pic above is a screenshot from the movie.
Ah~~~~hottie hottie hottie!
=Amanda OUT=
(^_^)\(^o^)/(^^)v(-_-)"(O_O)|||
With a new sch term comes new tasks, new syllabus and a new timetable. Of course not to mention projects. However, this semester's IS module - ENTREPRENEUR is actually rather fun.
You see, we still can't get it enough of taiwan's food products, that's why we're venturing into the F&B sector. Slowly dude, one step by one, starting with NGEE ANN. Let's hope our little dream is realised.
Ok, so i'm in charge of handling the imports of the food products, which is really chim. come on man, you've got the AVA and the license to think about! oh yea, not to mention $$$ *KA CHING!* no money = no food.
I just emailed Uni-President (the brand that makes excellent foodstuffs in taiwan) regarding our little venture. Hopefully they'll help us with what we need and agree to deliver us the food!! Muahahahaa~~
Btw, i just watched this korean movie called "HE WAS COOL" and boy, was he cool man!!! i was practically nose bleeding throughout the show coz' he was so cool! "HE", refers to SONG SEUNG HEON, the guy from Autumn in my Heart. I used to dislike him until this show!! gosh i watched it 3 times already! Now i have to wait for jas to come back so i can watch with her again! yea!! JAS!! hurry come back! i miss u already!!!! ^_^
The following pic above is a screenshot from the movie.
Ah~~~~hottie hottie hottie!
=Amanda OUT=
(^_^)\(^o^)/(^^)v(-_-)"(O_O)|||
Vuitton pen, 6/11/2005 04:37:00 PM.
Thursday, June 02, 2005
At the Shi-lin gashapon house we always go to... and we got real friendly with her so we took a pic for memory's sake!
Vuitton pen, 6/02/2005 10:03:00 PM.
my fav pic from jas's collection. val looks so delighted while i look sooooo buay song. heh evillllll~
Vuitton pen, 6/02/2005 10:02:00 PM.
me with my darling takeshi!! whom i recently dumped for mocomichi.... oops... *shuts mouth*
Vuitton pen, 6/02/2005 10:00:00 PM.
3 totally drenched guys who yelled too much "MORE!!" so they got what they deserved - a tsunami.
Vuitton pen, 6/02/2005 10:00:00 PM.
I say~~ feel your breeze, anytime anywhere in my heart~~
Vuitton pen, 6/02/2005 09:58:00 PM.
Everyone smile for the cam onboard the yacht at Danshui! ^o^
Vuitton pen, 6/02/2005 09:57:00 PM.
Reunion at NYDC! Swiss Cottagians rulez!
Vuitton pen, 6/02/2005 09:55:00 PM.
Hello everyone!!
updated new pics again!!!!!!!!! woohoo... the bottom one of the new pics i added is the SCPS reunion at NYDC! it was shaun's bdae, so we decided to have a reunion at heerens which was great! coz' i organised it... heh heh ^_^v
After that all those pics were taken in taiwan. sooooo much fun! i love the one which i look so buay song..... coz' val looks so amused and i'm totally different. hah well enjoy all the pics yea? coz' i enjoyed them very much too! ok, gotta go burn them for my TEAM TAIWAN mates! ciao
Groovin'
(^_^)\(^o^)/(^^)v(-_-)"(O_O)|||
updated new pics again!!!!!!!!! woohoo... the bottom one of the new pics i added is the SCPS reunion at NYDC! it was shaun's bdae, so we decided to have a reunion at heerens which was great! coz' i organised it... heh heh ^_^v
After that all those pics were taken in taiwan. sooooo much fun! i love the one which i look so buay song..... coz' val looks so amused and i'm totally different. hah well enjoy all the pics yea? coz' i enjoyed them very much too! ok, gotta go burn them for my TEAM TAIWAN mates! ciao
Groovin'
(^_^)\(^o^)/(^^)v(-_-)"(O_O)|||
Vuitton pen, 6/02/2005 09:44:00 PM.
